It’s Christmas All Over Again…
Christmas. Can you believe, it’s only 11 freekin’ days until Christmas? I was thinking about Christmases past today, and I can say is this still doesn’t feel like home. I’m trying really hard, but the whole “Christmas is at home” kinda spirit I should be feeling right now isn’t here! What’s missing? A tree for starters. I left all my Christmas decorations with my ex, so all I have is a garland around the fireplace with white lights and beads strung into it. It’s kind of helping I guess.
Maybe once I head up to Kelowna with my boyfriend, his sister, and her roommate to spend Christmas with their family, I’ll feel a little more jolly. What a funny word that is, don’t you think? Jolly? Bahhhaahahah. Does anyone use that word in common language anymore? Okay, I’m just being bitchy grumpy today I think. Where’s my axe? mistletoe?
My days for the next few weeks are booked solid full of Christmas-y type things so perhaps I just need to be around friends and cheer up. That’s probably my problem. I’m not spending enough quality time with my friends!
It’s my brother’s 30th birthday today!! Happy Birthday, birthday boy! Feel old yet? We were out last night to celebrate his birthday, and although we left before 10, I got to spend some time conversing with some of his friends… he has some really cool friends. The thing about my brother is he always tries to make sure that everyone feels welcome, and last night was no different. I’m really lucky to have such a sweet brother.
I’m off to my boyfriend’s friend’s housewarming party tonight. I won’t know a soul there besides her, and of course my boyfriend… it’s a different, younger croud — but I’ll try my best to communicate and be merry. I’m just not feeling very social today. Someone get this girl a drink!
<– smile therapy — let’s all smile together, shall we? Is it working yet? No? Keep trying!
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Hey, hope you had a good time friday night… and… did someone get you that drink? hehe… take care.. see you Monday!
Thanks for coming out Lisa! Had a blast last night painting everything, including the ceramics that was supposed to be painted
Hmmm… I think I need to go and wash my arm again — that wasn’t to be part of the “artwork”.
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