Where to go??
I’m confused lonely frustrated tired sad feeling a little sick, still. Why is it that every time I get stressed, my stomach goes into convulsions? Why do I have to feel sorry for myself, every time something doesn’t go my way? Why is this current situation feeling so wrong? Why do I ask so many questions?
I got to thinking later tonight — God knows I had the time to do so. (I’ll add that I was invited out twice tonight, and I’m quite sure I missed out on good times… I just couldn’t do it). After dawning on me that I no longer have a vacation coming up… I starting wondering what the heck should I do about that? I’ve really, really been looking forward to getting away and having some fun in paradise with someone special, so maybe I should just go to paradise anyways and find my own fun… somehow? I really despise travelling by myself, though. I work alone most of the time, and the last thing I want to do with my time off is spend it with myself. Not to mention, travel is so much cheaper if you are travelling with someone else. Oh, ya, and I really love experiencing new things with someone else. It just enhances the experience for me.
So… where should I go? I can’t even stomach the thought (there’s that stomach reference again) of going away at all right now, but screw that. I’m going to go anyhow. I really need to get away, and this is as good a time as any.
Anyone got any thoughts? I can’t think of anyone to drag along at short notice… so I guess I’m going alone. Sigh. How pathetic do I sound today? Deal. Trust me — I’ll be back on my feet soon. Smile for me in the meantime, please.
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where do you want to go? somewhere far?
Away… that’s not too vague, huh?
Somewhere with a lot of single people so I don’t look around and constantly see couples having a great time together.
Hi, Tanya, its me, the Astro fan. Chris has a link to your website and I love your writing. You should write a book..I tell you girl, you are so creative..
I am not sure what has happend, I know you were supposed to come to Texas next month. Are you not going to be able to?
I know the feeling, my stress goes to my stomach also..
I will keep you in my prayers..Long distance friendships I know must be hard, because short distance ones are. You are such a sweetie, I enjoyed meeting you at the game and should have written to you then.
Do you work for someone? I thought you were on your own..since you said you don’t have vacation time..
My only words of ‘short wisdom’ is one day at a time..That wisdom doesn’t help disappointment. But, I just wanted you to know you have a friend here in Oklahoma rooting for you…
Gina
Go Astros, but I don’t think they are going to make it…They might..but….its just a fun game..Have you worn your Ranger shirt anymore?
Hi Gina!
Thanks for stopping by and leaving your mark… your thoughtful words meant a lot.
I actually do work for myself (it’s such a disease!) and I always set aside a few weeks a year to get away from it all. I don’t believe I’ll be coming to Texas, however… I think Chris needs some breathing room. It would have been wonderful to see you again! I really enjoyed the time at the game! (and, yes, I do wear my Ranger’s jersey quite regularily).
Take care, and stop by often! I’m always posting silly pictures, and yacking about something on this site!
Cheers,
Tanya
if you’re going away solo, you should sort out where you could go that would cater to going solo…I have friends who’ve hit Cuba solo and said it’s good fun…if you can deal with the cuban blokes!
sorry to hear about how things’re going for you. Hope it gets better
I’ve decided to cruise! I’m going to take my Mom, but do mostly my own thing, I think!