You guys are the greatest friends
I tell you, I’m so lucky. I thank all of you for calling, emailing, and even trying to get me out yesterday (Sorry Nelson, I just didn’t have the heart to get my sorry ass to your BBQ, I hope you found someone to eat that meat you threatened to buy!) it means so much to me.
I *know* I’ve made mistakes. I know it’s been frustrating for my friends to watch my train-wreck life lately. Sometimes my stubborn head just takes over and I have to figure things out for myself, even when the course of action is one that ‘isn’t recommended’. I really appreciate everyone understanding, and holding my hand along the way. I’m learning.
I’m sending mental hugs back to all of you. I promise I’m going to try harder to get myself to a place where I am not needing to take so much support from you. I love you guys!
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I seriously need to stop with that kind of talk. I know. Thanks guys, for reminding me, that everyone makes mistakes.
Baby steps. I’m getting there. Slowly.
At least I’ve smiled a few times today.
hardly a train wreck! if you’re a train wreck, i’d hate to think what kind of disaster I am. we’re all prone to stumbling alot through life, but that’s why you have friends to help you! *hug*
Thanks for your kind words of wisdom, Dixie! I really appreciate it. (And, I *must* come up and see you this week — I’m writing it in my datebook right now!)
Wow. I returned last week from vacation, started school and just finished catching up with your journal. Seems you have a lot going on Gemini!
Obviously, we are not friends, just internet friends, so I only read/listen to your journal and don’t committ the mistake of giving you advice b/c I don’t know you, but I just want to share with you that I was in a similar situation not so long ago. Things were good one day, but miserable (& abusive) for many more days, until the end, which was not only inevitable but logical, came. Ever since then, things improved.
Tanya, things work out sometimes in a weird way that doesn’t seem to make sense. But if one surrenders, one finds the peace that’s been eluding one.
Alright, that’s enough of a stranger’s opinion.
Rest, sleep well, take care of yourself first and enjoy the rest of the summer!
don’t worry, you are not — by far — the only train wreck around.