Still sick, but happy anyhow
I’ve been at home for four days, now… The last two of them working in solitude. My cough, due to my bronchial infection, has been teasing me. It gets a little better one day, and then throws me into turmoil the next.
Even still, after some moments of total frustration being sick still this morning, I’m feeling really happy. Perhaps that has a lot to do with the fact that my hormones are balanced again, or perhaps it’s just me pulling out of my sadness and frustration a few weeks ago (It makes it much easier when I own my decision, and am not looking back and regretting anything). Either way, I’ll take it.
Sick and all, and regardless of recent events, I still feel like I have a very fortunate future ahead. How nice it is to be able to see that — I know many people suffer from extreme depressive states for months or years. I just can’t imagine after feeling that way for only a few days, a couple of weeks ago.
Yay for parties! I’m so delighted that I’ll be around other people tonight at Corree’s BBQ. What could be better than to start a long weekend drinking with my rowing buddies? 
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I hope you’re feeling better now. Be careful of those drug interactions with alcohol if you’re taking something for that bronchial infection!
Michele sent me. Again.
Hey guys… Welcome! Glad you took a moment to comment and say hi.
Yes, a group of friends always makes me feel better (even though I was coughing during the whole evening). And, man, do I appreciate my good health when I have it!
Here from Michele’s.
There is nothing like a good party to prop up that which has sagged. Or, in my gut’s case, to further sag that which needs propping up. Get well soon.
I agree, being sick sure makes you appreciate being well. (Found you via Michele’s.)