In the middle of the bloody Mediterranean and I really, really need an update?

I would normally NEVER ever post something like this, but please, I need an update on my Dad. I haven’t heard from anyone who could give me an update, and I’m starting to lose it. To the point of hyperventalation (while me and my friend who joined me on the cruise hid on our very large deck during the stupid muster we’ve both experienced far too many times already)

It’s messed up. While I was using the restroom in our VERY LARGE stateroom tonight, I had the sensation of a whirlwind around my head, and I couldn’t catch my breath. I’ve never experienced that before. It wasn’t a good feeling.

I thought, just possibly, my Dad might have passed away. But then again, our bodies play strange tricks on ourselves during times of extreme stress… And these are one of those times for me.

I know you are reading this, Todd. If you or Sharon, or Penney, could please, please email me with an update, I would be so eternally grateful. I’m absolutely willing to put aside the crap that you and I have been through just to know how he’s doing? Please? (Even Diane… I just want to know. This is killing me in ways you can’t possibly imagine.)

We just sailed out of the port about 2 hours outside of Rome, and we’re onto Naples tomorrow. I’m taking an excursion with my friend tomorrow, and then getting a very severe haircut once we get back. I think it’s time for a change. I’m feeling rather undesirable lately.

Love to you all…

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UPDATE: I got a hold of Penney last night (my time) and my Dad had passed away. Thanks to you all… Your thoughts and messages mean so much to me. More soon.

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  • Shawn says:

    DEAR NETCHICK FRIENDS: I have been in contact with her. Despite the fact that she is adrift somewhere in the Mediterreanean, she HAS made contact with Penney. I’m sure she’ll post again soon….if she gets a good connection. Let’s send her our thoughts!

  • Charlene says:

    Sending you a big mental hug. I hope you are able to relax and enjoy yourself in spite of everything else that is going on right now. My thoughts are with you and your family

  • Hollie says:

    Hi Tan,
    I’m thinking of you and hoping you are going to be Ok. Try and take some time to focus on your breath. It is amazing what that can do for you. I wish I could just snap my fingers and be with you right now, believe me.
    So, instead here is all my love sent to you with this mail.
    luv, Holl.

  • Tod says:

    Hi everyone,

    Tanya heard last night that her dad has indeed passed away. Please keep her in your thoughts.

    Tod

  • dearheart says:

    Oh, Tan, I am so very, very sorry for your loss. Big hugs (lame, but all I can give right now). You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • cynthia says:

    we’re so sorry for your loss tanya- we’re thinking of you.

  • Rick says:

    Tanya, I am so sorry to hear that your Dad passed away. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family during this time of loss.

    Hugs to you,

    Rick

  • Deanna says:

    Tanya, I am so sorry to hear about your Dad. My thoughts are with you and your family.

    Big Hugs,
    Deanna

  • Roger says:

    Oh Tanya, I’m so very sorry. I hope you are doing alright.

  • rashbre says:

    So sorry to hear your news.

    I hadn’t been around here for a few days and now I realise things have been quite intense.

    My condolences.

    rashbre

 
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